--- product_id: 496670957 title: "If Only I Had Told Her: A Heartbreaking Romance of First Love and Loss" price: "$22.23" currency: USD in_stock: true reviews_count: 13 url: https://www.desertcart.us/products/496670957-if-only-i-had-told-her-a-heartbreaking-romance-first store_origin: US region: United States of America --- # If Only I Had Told Her: A Heartbreaking Romance of First Love and Loss **Price:** $22.23 **Availability:** ✅ In Stock ## Quick Answers - **What is this?** If Only I Had Told Her: A Heartbreaking Romance of First Love and Loss - **How much does it cost?** $22.23 with free shipping - **Is it available?** Yes, in stock and ready to ship - **Where can I buy it?** [www.desertcart.us](https://www.desertcart.us/products/496670957-if-only-i-had-told-her-a-heartbreaking-romance-first) ## Best For - Customers looking for quality international products ## Why This Product - Free international shipping included - Worldwide delivery with tracking - 15-day hassle-free returns ## Description An intensely emotional and gripping companion novel to Laura Nowlin's USA Today and New York Times Bestselling novel If He Had Been With Me about the love that both breaks and heals us. Perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover and Jenny Han. If only I'd told her that I loved her years ago, then I wouldn't be here now. Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels. Jack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable? Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny―but one doesn't always get a new chapter and fate can be cruel to those in love. Told through three different perspectives, If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth, tragedy, and the unexpected bonds that heal us. Review: Books - Such a sobering book. Great read to remember to be thankful for each day. Review: I waited for this book for literally a year...well almost! - I am so sad....like there were so many parts that made me reflect. Jack made my heart weep. I actually loved this book but I actually needed more of Finny, I felt as if there was just so much more to him than what we got. The love he described as being oxygen my heart literally skipped a beat when he said that. I felt so bad from the first read and I was looking for closure I did get some but I wanted more. Too bad that he is died. I understand Jack so much.....I have the same thoughts as he does when a relative dies and when I die I wonder if someone is going to mourn me as he did Finny. Like the narrative where he was wondering what happened to cause Finny to crash was great and I thought it would have been expounded on but it wasn't. I blame Sylvie, she was being a big distraction and she knew that unbuckling her seatbelt would have made him distracted. As Jack said he was a careful driver. So it was a chain of unfortunate events caused by her stupidity. The thing that made me unhappy as well was Jack ending up with Sylvie. Like why couldn't he have met someone in college. Why her? What I did like was showing progress on Autumn and life after Finny and her suicidal attempt. I loved how both moms helped her and her reconnecting with friends. When someone is depressed I think that is very significant in bringing them out of that poor reality, letting them know someone was there. However I think that part was a bit too long and a bit drawn out. Though everything was indeed covered. I wished she would have had a better ending a happier one. Her child could have been healthier but I think her attempt to kill herself is what caused her baby to have a hole in the chest but I am assuming that the child will get better and heal as the doctor was positive. All in all definitely a good read. I am satisfied and would definitely recommend but it is still a 4-star read. ## Technical Specifications | Specification | Value | |---------------|-------| | Best Sellers Rank | #2,528 in Books ( See Top 100 in Books ) #4 in Teen & Young Adult Friendship Fiction #5 in Teen & Young Adult Fiction on Dating & Sex (Books) #12 in Teen & Young Adult Contemporary Romance | | Customer Reviews | 4.3 out of 5 stars 15,483 Reviews | ## Images ![If Only I Had Told Her: A Heartbreaking Romance of First Love and Loss - Image 1](https://m.media-amazon.com/images/I/81uMF1t16LL.jpg) ## Customer Reviews ### ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Books *by D***R on May 27, 2026* Such a sobering book. Great read to remember to be thankful for each day. ### ⭐⭐⭐⭐ I waited for this book for literally a year...well almost! *by W***Y on February 7, 2024* I am so sad....like there were so many parts that made me reflect. Jack made my heart weep. I actually loved this book but I actually needed more of Finny, I felt as if there was just so much more to him than what we got. The love he described as being oxygen my heart literally skipped a beat when he said that. I felt so bad from the first read and I was looking for closure I did get some but I wanted more. Too bad that he is died. I understand Jack so much.....I have the same thoughts as he does when a relative dies and when I die I wonder if someone is going to mourn me as he did Finny. Like the narrative where he was wondering what happened to cause Finny to crash was great and I thought it would have been expounded on but it wasn't. I blame Sylvie, she was being a big distraction and she knew that unbuckling her seatbelt would have made him distracted. As Jack said he was a careful driver. So it was a chain of unfortunate events caused by her stupidity. The thing that made me unhappy as well was Jack ending up with Sylvie. Like why couldn't he have met someone in college. Why her? What I did like was showing progress on Autumn and life after Finny and her suicidal attempt. I loved how both moms helped her and her reconnecting with friends. When someone is depressed I think that is very significant in bringing them out of that poor reality, letting them know someone was there. However I think that part was a bit too long and a bit drawn out. Though everything was indeed covered. I wished she would have had a better ending a happier one. Her child could have been healthier but I think her attempt to kill herself is what caused her baby to have a hole in the chest but I am assuming that the child will get better and heal as the doctor was positive. All in all definitely a good read. I am satisfied and would definitely recommend but it is still a 4-star read. ### ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Loved this book so much *by A***H on June 6, 2026* Truly i loved this book more than the original it was perfect and gave me and ending that maybe i didn’t want but provided closure ## Frequently Bought Together - If Only I Had Told Her - If He Had Been with Me - A Thousand Boy Kisses (Boy Kisses, 1) --- ## Why Shop on Desertcart? - 🛒 **Trusted by 1.3+ Million Shoppers** — Serving international shoppers since 2016 - 🌍 **Shop Globally** — Access 737+ million products across 21 categories - 💰 **No Hidden Fees** — All customs, duties, and taxes included in the price - 🔄 **15-Day Free Returns** — Hassle-free returns (30 days for PRO members) - 🔒 **Secure Payments** — Trusted payment options with buyer protection - ⭐ **TrustPilot Rated 4.5/5** — Based on 8,000+ happy customer reviews **Shop now:** [https://www.desertcart.us/products/496670957-if-only-i-had-told-her-a-heartbreaking-romance-first](https://www.desertcart.us/products/496670957-if-only-i-had-told-her-a-heartbreaking-romance-first) --- *Product available on Desertcart United States of America* *Store origin: US* *Last updated: 2026-06-09*